But I think that Elle has really grown into her skin and has become more comfortable with her body and herself.â
As the cast and crew prepare to wrap up filming series three, the atmosphere on set is a mix of excitement and reflection. âItâs quite sad,â says Locke. âItâs like leaving school for the last time.â But they are all eager to see the impact of the showâs new direction. âThis season is a lot grittier and darker,â says Gao. âI hope that we can do it justice and that people see that side of it.â
And perhaps that is the source of my unease â the knowledge that Heartstopper is taking a risk, moving into darker territory to explore the complexities of mental health and relationships in a way that is authentic and honest. But if the success of the first two series is anything to go by, it seems likely that the show will handle these topics with the care and sensitivity that has endeared it to fans around the world.
“And I think it really shows this season â itâs more about being comfortable with someone, but Tao and Elle have been best friends for so many years.â
âIâm so happy weâre telling this part of their story,â says Gao. âAnd we put a lot of work into discussing it first.â Rehearsals featured discussions with the team â including an intimacy director â on how to approach it in the right way. â We were like: âYaz, tell us about your experiences,â and she led the conversation, which was really inspiring. That meant that when we came to shoot it, there was just this beautiful openness.â
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And after Elleâs artwork goes viral on social media, she is invited for a radio interview about her work, only to be unexpectedly cornered and asked to respond to transphobic comments. âThis season we have an air of realism with what she goes through when sheâs being questioned,â says Finney. âItâs not like some of the shows with trans representation, where you have negatives â theyâre getting bullied, or hate-crimed. Itâs more like small nuances of transphobia, sort of like journalism ⦠all that stuff I have had to experience as Yasmin as well.â
Flowered up ⦠Writer Scott Bryan on the set of Heartstopper. Photograph: Samuel Dore/Netflix
Bridgertonâs Jonathan Bailey also makes an appearance, cameoing as Jack Maddox, a celebrity and author who Charlie has a crush on. His appearance came about after Patrick Walters bumped into him at Glastonbury. âHe came up to me and was like: âOh my god, Heartstopper, I love it.â He was so effusive. And heâs such a sweet, lovely man.â
Itâs another lovely tale to hear. Yet this knot in my stomach just wonât quit. Then I am taken past a mural in the school hallway and I slowly realise why. The artwork is a gigantic blue wave painted on the wall. It is a classic Heartstopper image that looks as if it was hand-drawn by Oseman, bursting with colour and care. Iâm told that as this is a filming location, sections of the school have to go back to how they were before. Murals are whitewashed, bright lockers painted back to grey. (âI was just walking through the corridor ⦠and I was like: âThis is so sad!â Heartstopper has been literally painted away,â Oseman later reflects.)
Then it hits me. This is the first school I have been in since I left my own 20 years ago. It was a school IÂ was keen to forget after two years of name-calling, homophobia and being singled out by pupils and, looking back, at times even teachers. The first series of Heartstopper caused me to face my own past, a realisation that things could have been better. With bad old memories looping in my head, I sent a letter to my school to ask what had changed. IÂ received a response, highlighting a zero tolerance policy on bullying, adding âas a school, and hopefully as a society, we have come a long way since 2007â and suggesting IÂ could visit.
I jumped at the chance to see first-hand what had changed, yet the correspondence faded to nothing. Perhaps term got in the way, I thought. But given Iâm at a school that will slowly turn back to the greyness of my own, a question is racking my brain. Is Heartstopper just a fantasy or a reflection of where we are now?
âI donât know because I think it varies so much,â replies Oseman. âWhen I was at school, it was nothing like Heartstopper, obviously. But having been an author of teen fiction, Iâve met a lot of teenagers ⦠who clearly have had quite an accepting upbringing in their school environment that feels worlds away from what my school life was like.
âHeartstopper is, of course, more accepting, aspirational and what we wish all schools and queer experiences could be like.â
Thatâs the thing about this show. Whatever the world we live in, it gives you hope.
Heartstopper is on Netflix from 3 October.